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[mayoboro]

toushirou hijikata
#1470 holly heights
( wife ) • ( shitty son ) • ( daughter )
thanks a lot, saffron

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[nagyka]

I have since my arrival, actually.
And I love what I do back home and here. I realize my personality is not suited to everyone. I've come to accept that... it's alright.
To be the way I am, I mean.
But thank you for looking out for me, sir.

Also, do I need to file something with you in regard to this situation? For liability on either of our ends? When I was an instructor, interwork relationships were taken quite seriously and required paperwork.

[ You will never be older than Quistis. Chronologically, perhaps. But never overall. ]

[mayoboro]

Good. There's no point in changing for others if they're not willing to meet you halfway.
You got a good head on your shoulders, just don't get caught up in it too much.

As for that, form 45-B should be sufficient.
Leave it at my desk by the end of the day. Both yours and the other party's.

[nagyka]

I think it's only natural to change and evolve, but it should be done for yourself. Even if it's for the better, if you don't want it then it won't matter.
I could have used someone saying that years ago.

Thank you.
I cannot make a promise that it will be by the end of the day.
I may have reacted to the potential situation with cowardice.
However, I will do my best to immediately rectify that.

[mayoboro]

[he doesn't want to repeat himself, but you're still young you can still make use of the advice]

In that case, take your time and file it in whenever it _does_ become something.
No need to rush into it because of paperwork anyway.

[nagyka]

[ No she is like 37, okay 8( ]

I know.
I think rushing such a thing is a recipe for disaster.
Though I am not one to keep things casual, I think an approach to it that is more casual would be worthwhile.
That being said, there are numerous things that need to be addressed first.
Particularly my avoidance of him. There is a chance that discussing this with you will not lead to fruition to begin with because of my own actions. Or, more correctly, inaction.

[ BUT she's doing that thing where she says embarrassing, emotional things (albeit not nearly as extreme or enough to make her want to melt into the floor or sand, such as it was) again. Maybe now is the time to thank him again and disappear off into the ether. ]